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Legends of the fall

millimilli — Wed, 14 Apr 2010 06:36:34 +0000

It was a long time ago I saw the movie ”Legends of the fall”. I think it’s my favourite movie ever. If you haven’t seen it, SEE IT. It’s from 1994.

Tristan: Samuel, God bless you. You are good at everything you try to do. I’m sure it’ll be the same with fucking.
Samuel: Tristan, really. We’re talking about my future wife.
Tristan: Oh, you’re not gonna fuck her?
Samuel: No!
Tristan: No?
Samuel: No! I’m planning to be with her.
Tristan: I recommend fucking.

——

One Stab: I thought Tristan would never live to be an old man. I was wrong about that. I was wrong about many things. It was those who loved him most who died young. He was a rock they broke themselves against however much he tried to protect them.

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Exhaustion

millimilli — Fri, 09 Apr 2010 09:54:57 +0000

Tired. I don’t have time to be tired. Right now I am in school, it feels like this lecture is never going to end. The longest two hours of my life haha. And you can really tell that it’s obvious what day it is. Friday and the whole class looks like they just want to run out the door. We all have the same look on our faces.

I carry your heart with me (I carry it in
my heart) I am never without it (anywhere
I go you go, my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing, my darling)

I fear
no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) I want
no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

Here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that’s keeping the stars apart

I carry your heart (I carry it in my heart)

Almost summer?

millimilli — Thu, 08 Apr 2010 09:02:13 +0000

In Malmö yesterday it was 17 ‘C. WOHO.

I am starting to feel stressed out about finding a bikini for the summer. This is what we in Sweden call an I-landsproblem. Look it up in the dictionary.

When love rules, power disappears. When power rules, love disappears.

Spring

millimilli — Sat, 03 Apr 2010 14:28:41 +0000

Sping has finally come to Sweden. It is sunny and warm…beautiful. Hope all of you are doing great. Here’s a good song that will give you some energy. YEAH!

Spotlight

millimilli — Sat, 03 Apr 2010 14:25:54 +0000

Are you a man who loves
And cherishes
And cares for me?

Are you a guard in a prison
Maximum security?

Do we stay home all the time
Cuz you want me to yourself?

Or am I locked away
Had a feeling that I’d find
Something else

Is this just my sentence
Am I doing time?

If I’m just a prisoner
Then I’m busting out

I don’t like
Living under your spotlight
Just because you think
I might find somebody worthy
Well, I don’t like
Living under your spotlight
Daddy if you treat me right
You won’t have to worry

Beautiful

millimilli — Sat, 27 Mar 2010 11:43:58 +0000

A father was trying to read the newspaper, but his little son kept pestering him. Finally, the father grew tired of this and, tearing a page from the newspaper – one that bore a map of the world – he cut it into several pieces and handed them to his son.

”Right, now you’ve got something to do. I’ve given you a map of the world and I want to see if you can put it back together correctly”

He resumed his reading, knowing that the task would keep the child occupied for the rest of the day. However, a quarter of an hour later, the boy returned with the map.

”Has your mother been teaching you geography?”, asked his father in astonishment.

”I don’t even know what that is”, replied the boy.

”But there was a photo of a man on the other side of the page, so I put the man back together and found I’d put the world back together too”

Changes

millimilli — Wed, 24 Mar 2010 12:22:03 +0000

I am starting to build myself up. I need to get a grip. Be more courageous. But it’s so hard. When you have been forced to live your life a certain way, it is very hard just to turn it all around. I am starting to discover that if I want to reach all my goals, I have to stop being afraid and seize the opportunities that come along. Right now it feels like I’ve had some kind of tunnel vision my whole life, and I am starting to get out of it. It is scary. I am scared.

I am not very fond of feeling scared.

Sometimes you can’t make it on your own.

Hm.

millimilli — Tue, 23 Mar 2010 17:35:07 +0000

Every time you judge yourself, you hurt your own heart.

Fix you, fix me

millimilli — Sun, 21 Mar 2010 13:56:01 +0000

When you try your best but you don’t succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can’t sleep
Stuck in reverse.

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can’t replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above earth or down below
When you’re too in love to let it go
But if you never try you’ll never know
Just what you’re worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream, down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face and I…

Tears stream, down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face and I…

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.

hope you know..

millimilli — Sun, 21 Mar 2010 13:54:43 +0000

that if I could, I would give the world to you. I would die for you. If you jump, I jump. But baby please..listen to me.

All winter, we got carried
way over on the rooftops let’s get married.
All summer we just hurried
so come over, just be patient, and don’t worry.
So come over, just be patient, and don’t worry.

No I don’t wanna battle from beginning to end;
I don’t wanna cycle or recycle revenge;
I don’t wanna follow death and all his friends.